Used, manipulated, and taken advantage of over and over again. I wish some stranger did this to me instead of my own family member because then I can just hate them and never let it happen again. It’s hard when your sister does it to you though because I really want her to like me and maybe even love me a bit. Instead of feeling like she pretends to like me until she gets what she wants leaving me here like thinking what happened, taken advantage of and feeling like an idiot. What hurts the most though is when this happens I really am upset and all i see on her face is guilt for what she did to me but are you serious you look pathetic now. I wanna stop crying and feeling so angry towards her. I just want to be sisters.